ox_onmytoes01

YAY

2005-12-31T22:47:44Z

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE !!

yayy

hello friend.

2005-08-13T03:33:14Z

so hi. um if you wanna know what sphynkter is go on www.vhi.com.. go to like backstreet boys. watch the new freaking video.. arite? okay. so anyway. i have been having such a bad.. idk summer. i havent done anything yet. lol . well not anything TOO exciting. people are lieing to me. hating me bc of my cell phone. telling other people that they'll leave if i use my cell phone. i mean come on now. its a cell phone. im happy with it. why cant you be too? .. but instead im pathetic and a loser. but whatever that doesnt really matter. ANYWAY. i wish .. lol i dont know what i wish. i wish i could like.. just go somewhere and be able to be me. not someone else. thats what i've been doing lately. pretending and i hate that. i mean okay drinking is fun i guess. but not all the time. i guess im just the kind of person who doesnt need to drink to have fun. me and ang man. yes we dont need to drink. lol :) lol well my sister thinks im some kinda pot head. you know what. this is my conclusion. my life sux. and i just hafta get over it. LBC <- listen to me. i love you so much. and you know what else i love. i love effing SPHYNKTER ! they are my loves. and thats it. end of story. done. when ever i am down. i listen to SPHYNKTER and they put me in a better mood. i love SPHYNKTER . i miss my dance friends. i havent seen them in a rele long time. but im gunna see them on sunday at kerri's swwet 16 ! yay ! woo hoo . i cant wait. i miss nicole flores too. i love her so much. she is my degrassi and instant star buddy. she gets me. lol i love you nicole i know your reading this ! haha so0o0o .. i hate fake people. lol wow im just complaining a lot in the entry. wow. im def PMSing. lol i couldnt eve shop today. thats how bad it was. lol this sux. guys have it so easy. they dont needta squat in public bathrooms OR get a monthy visit every month from freaking little red riding hood. lol ugh god jeeze. <- ND ! lol okay . so ummm .. i hate liar, fakes, and mean people. but i love SPHYNKTER, fire fighters, and good friends :). so yeah thats my entry and i think im gunna go. k thanks bye i love you!

okay so here it is

2005-06-23T04:49:43Z

hi guys.. wanna hear my story? i think you do. PEOPLE get me mad. Can you guess what kinda people? .. the kind THAT THINK THEY ARE BETTER THEN EVERYONE ELSE .. the typa person that thinks once they are there.. everyone hasta pay attention to them and them ONLY.. i hate you to think that i'm sounding cocky. but i was somewhere and we were all having an awesome time TOGETHER .. then all of a sudden someone else comes in and everyones attention to HER and no1 else. its really fucking aggrivating. i hate this person VERY much. so anywaysss... whats up? .. lol nothing really over here. i am really confused about who i like right now. but omggg guessss whattttt ! at the pinnolas house i was playing basketball and i was freaking awesome! lol .. i was making sooooooooooo many shots.. like 10 and then like.. 4 or 5 without the back board. it was sooooo much fun. then it started to drizzle so i stayed out there when all the other girls ran inside haha .. but then it started to DOWN POUR and when i say DOWN POUR i mean DOWN POUR ! lol but it was soooo much fun. i never played in the rain until today and it was so much freaking funnn lol i really wanna do it again sometime. Raise your hand if you wanna be kissed in the pouring rain.. *raises hand* haha .. wow i'm gunna go bc it sounds like i'm talking to myself.. lol haha byee x0 1433

love ALWAYS,
kristRina ;)

hi guys

2005-06-21T01:43:20Z

hey.. sorry its been so long since i've written. so just to give you the UPDATED news lol.. i broke up with terry and april 29. lol.. i know the exact date.. haha weird. so the reason why i broke up with him.. TOTALLY blew up in my face. it was so not worth any of my pain. the stress that i went through because of those few was so just not worth it. i went through crazy stuff man. but now i'm starting to understand that its okay to be alone. well not exactly alone. i mean like.. without a boyfriend. even tho ... yes i do have a couple of boys in mind.. :) but idk they wouldnt like me. so i'm thinking i'm just gunna take a break. so today was the 8th grade trip to 6 flags. i wouldnt go on any of the roller coasters. but its okay bc i had fun with anthony. lol he didnt like the roller coasters either. lol we were just TOO cool for them lol... i would hafta sayy the absolute worse part about today.. was puking twice on the bus. that sucked soooo bad!!!! ahhh ! lol but i went on 2 rides. Skull Mountain and the Log Flume. They were actually quite amusing. lol well to me anyways. i kinda felt bad bc i felt like i was keeping the group from doing other things. but i was just way too scared. sorry guys !! :( but its okay. lol well i had a lot of fun. i'm so glad i went. well i'll be back again soon. bye x0 143

love ALWAYS,
kristRina

hey

2005-04-20T03:34:15Z

hey so its been a really weird past few days.. idk whats going through my head. but idk .. so many people are telling me SOO manny things .. i'm going insane. its crazy. okay i gg .. i'll w/b again soon .. ttyl byee 1433

loveALWAYS,
kRistRina

long time no talk ..

2005-04-06T19:40:47Z

so wow its been an extremly long time since i wrote in here. so since my last entry .. things have gotten sso much better.. i dont really worry about what other people think of me anymore. if they dont like the things i do the things i wear or the music i listen to .. i dont reallyy care .. lol but yeah.. i have a boyfriend now :) i love you terry .. but this is the one time in my life when i dont have try and be happy.. it just comes naturally.. and i've been in such better moods and idk .. things are just so much better then all of my recent entries. i feel great. soo yeah thats my story :) lol okay i should go.. i'll write again soon.. byee

loveALWAYS,
kRistRina

i love you baby **

i'm sad..

2005-01-29T03:48:25Z

well my grandma marie passed away a few minutes ago .. i just woke up.. went downstairs to see mommy and my mom says.. kristina can i tell you something? and i just new.. shes said hunny grandma passed away just a few minutes ago .. i cant believe this. this really stinks. i miss them both so much. i have no grandparents left. but its okay.. i still have my regular parents.. well i should go.. bye 143

loveALWAYS,
kRistRina

ox_onmytoes01 @ 2005-01-24T22:51:00

2005-01-25T03:54:01Z

so my dad told me not to make any plans for this weekend. it doesn't look like my grandma is gunna make it. remember how my grandma nadia was like for the last 12 hours? well thats how my grandma marie has been for the past few days.. well i'm gunna study for my midterms.. bbml .. bye 143

loveALWAYS,
kRistRina

hiii

2005-01-22T03:22:52Z

sooo whats upp?? nothing really over here.. just got back form the caporina's grandma's wake.. not fun.. but you know how it is.. okay well i truely hope it snows tomorrow through sundayyyy lol .. i dont wanna have danceee !!! lol ok g2g bye 143 mwaz !!

loveALWAYS,
kRistRina

...

2005-01-20T03:28:18Z

hi there. well my aunt from staten island called a little while ago. she said that my grandma marie.. was very sick. i cannot believe this. my mom's mom last month and possibly my dads mom this month. its not fair..

loveALWAYS,
kRistRina

hey

2005-01-17T22:21:19Z

heyy .. caporina's grandma .. RIP 1/16/05 i love you all so much !!

never forgotten

loveALWAYS,
kRistRina

hey

2005-01-14T21:48:15Z

hey there. i'm in a pretty good mood today.. i dunno why.. just am lol.. i think i like someone new. not a good someone new. but someone new. well i'm going to ashley's party tonight. cannot wait.. i love you ashley !! lol well i g2g bye x0 143

loveALWAYS,
kRistRina

whoa..

2005-01-14T12:58:51Z

hey there.. i know i haven't writeen to you guys in like a week.. i missed youu lol :-/ well i'm about to leave for school. i'm waiting for jules to come and pick me up. i really truley hate taking the bus. i'm just glad that i dont have to next year. but i have to walk.. and thats not so cool.. well anyway.. i g2g bye x0 143 mwaz !!

loveALWAYS,
kRistRina

hi there fellow friends

2005-01-08T01:02:22Z

hey .. wow i have written to you guys in like.. FOREVER.. so yeah they put up the lyrical dance lists. i'm not in any. i'm a little mad b ci was in one last year. and now i'm not this year. i mean its not the end of the world. its just.. it makes me feel like shit. and i hate it. like.. i guess we all know who the worst senior is now. but oh well.. whatever.. i g2g bye x0 143 mwaz !

loveALWAYS,
kRistRina

hi there

2005-01-02T01:52:29Z

well hey there. let me just tell you .. things are a lot better now. in some cases. lol well i just wanted to let everyone know that i'm much better and so is everyone around me. thank goodness.. lol ok well i'm guna go .. byee x0x0x0x0x 143 mwaz ! i love you !!

loveALWAYS,
kRistRina

kc kc ab nf kc sd ds kh cl aa bf vp*the strongest part of me

HaPPY NEW YEaR

2005-01-01T07:22:22Z

well hey there. HaPPY NEW YEaR !!! lol well let me just tell you 2004 did not end on a very good note. oh hell i dont even know if i have a best friend anymore. but why? bc i screwed up. why else? but anyway .. i'm gunna try and start of 2005 on a more.. positive note should i say? well i hope my plans work out well. you know what i think my problem is? i'm too dependent on other people. yeah thats it. anyway .. who cares.. bc i'msure you could careless about my problems. well i'm gunna go try and do something.. usefull? doubt i'll find anything .. ok .. byee x0x0x 143 mwaz ! i l0ve y0u ?

loveALWAYS,
kRistRina

hello there fellow friends

2004-12-30T19:53:09Z

hey there.. well i'm very upset. i did not fall asleep until 5:17 am last night.. or should i say .. this morning .. lol well .. yes yes .. tonight is my dancer people party.. very excited but very anxious and nervous at the same time. i really truly do not want my party to be a complete dud. that is one thing that i dread happening. well i'm really bored. i'm sure you dont really care about how i'm feeling or what i'm thinking.. but i know someone out there does.. i just haven't found them yet.. lol ok enough of the sob story.. lol i'm gunna go.. you know get readyyyyy ... lol :) ah i cant wait.. luv ya bye x0 143 mwaz!

love always,
kRistRina

i'm sooo much better

2004-12-30T01:25:27Z

hey guys.. i'm feeling so much better.. no more fever for meee.. thank god.. well i'm a little nervous about my partyy.. i dunno why .. just am lol.. well i went to party city, pathmark, and king kullen. i am soo tired. and this morning the phone rang 3 million and 1 times bc my mom was trying to wake my dad up for work. i took the phone and i threw it at his head. i could not take it. and then there is my sister sitting at my computer next to me and screaming into her cell phone talking to someone.. as if i wasn't there. i was so mad. i ran downstairs screaming at my dad bc he wasn't waking up. i was gunna throw my shoe at him. you cannot even imagine !! and then last night me kelly and kerri were in a chat room and kerri goes.. be back in 20 minutes. Yeah me and kelly waited for kerri for 2 HOURS !! i was like OMG ! then i came back this afternoon at like 2:30.. and she STILL wasn't back.. AHHH lol well i'm bored so i'm gunna go.. byee x0x0x 143 mwaz ! c u tomorroe dance girls !! cant wait !

love always,
kristRina

tireddd muchhh

2004-12-29T06:11:53Z

hey there guyserss.. well i've been sleeping alllllll day .. i love ittt .. lol i've been sick all day too... except for i just hate being sick with a 101.7 fever.. not cool .. i hope i'm better for my party .. :( .. well i g2g now.. byee x0x0x0 143 mwaz ! i love you !!!!!

love always.
kRistRina

this is cool

2004-12-28T18:18:40Z

Try this .. it gets you thinking.

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
Hmm... Went on a plane to Florida for the first time.. And drank...:-/

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions and will you make more for next year?
I didn’t have one last year... But this year is to definitely be smarter about a lot of stuff.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No, not recently

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yes. I love you Grandma. *December 10, 2004*

5. What countries did you visit?
I've never left the country. I wanna go to Italy.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
umm… a job .. hey I’m 14 now lol

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Sorry... I cannot answer that. I never had one.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Making the senior company at David Sanders Dance Dynamics. Yeah, I know. Really cheesey but hey... it made me feel okay.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Disappointing my parents…

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Everybody gets sick once in a while.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Anything from WetSeal and PacSun… those are my stores!

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
All of my friends.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled?
A few specific people.. No need for names.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Umm... out of my pockets. I can’t exactly remember where though. But hey when you spend the summer with Kerri and the crew… all the money for fast food every night goes fast…

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Getting a boyfriend. Except that was 6th grade… yeah I know… pathetic.

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
There's many.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
I. happier or sadder? happier
II. thinner or fatter? a lil fatty
III. richer or poorer? poorer.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Umm… danced better and Doing something to be proud of.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Slacking.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
- Christmas eve = At Aunt Diane's.
- Christmas day = probably sitting at home.

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Yes. Although I did not get him. I definitely fell in love.

23. How many one-night stands?
None

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Friends

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Hate is such a strong word.

26. What was the best book you read?
Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul: Love and Friendship

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Backstreet Boys .. ktbpa

28. What did you want and get?
My iPod and my new computer 

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Ladder 49, Raise Your Voice, and yes angela .. HARRY POTTER 3 !!!

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Well my actual birthday just passed on December 11 but my party is coming up with Thursday. I can’t wait.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Not being so dependent on other people.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
As long as I like it, no one else has to.

34. What kept you sane?
My friends.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
I didn’t meet anyone…

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Hmm, the elections?

37. Who did you miss?
A few people here and there.

38. Who was the best new person that you met?
Um… no body new. Just I love all my friends and I hope I never loose any of them!!

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Don't be dependent on someone. It's kind of okay to a certain point. Don't be selfish, it gets you nowhere. Don't cry all the time, smile. Love yourself and everyone else. Just be happy, and be you.

hey there

2004-09-27T01:41:28Z

well last night was one interesting night .. way too long to explain .. but all i hafta say is .. diana ashley jenn britney justin and anthony .. thanks . i'm abouta go to bed .. so i'll try to write back again soon .. byee 14333 x0x .. 144

hey

2004-09-14T02:18:29Z

i'm done waiting for you ..

hey guys .. well i'm FINALLY over him .. aren;t u proud? lol well i think i like someone new .. someone i KNOW i shouldn't like.. but oh well .. i guess we'll just hafta wait and see what happens.. i'll write back again soon .. byee 143 x0x

love isnt finding the perfect person, it's finding the imperfect person person..

hi guysers

2004-09-14T02:16:18Z

i'm done waiting for you ..

hey there.. i'm finally over him! aren't you proud.. but i think i like someone new.. someone i KNOW i shouldn't like.. but oh well .. we'll just hafta see what happens .. i'll write back again soon .. byee x0x0x 143 mwaz !

r.i.p

2004-09-11T19:36:19Z

r.i.p everyone who suffered in the 9/11 terrorist attack ..

we'll always remember you .. 143

ahhhhh

2004-09-11T19:34:41Z

well hi guys .. i had my surgery todayyy .. owwwwwww !!! and when i say ow .. i mean owww !! it doesn't hurt now .. as bad as it did b4 .. but it still hurts .. and now i cant do anything until like.. monday! ahh shoot me!